can you live with worst fears?
\npressure , stress more than everyday common worries ?if you want to know how i feel, i have a question for you
\ncan you live with worst fears everyday?
\ni asked myself many times this question in my life.
\nFor me , the answer has always been a simple one . NO i can’t
\nso the reason that I’m alive and writing this note is this.
\nsometimes i think about my life , to this long and tragic story, it was as if some part of me wanted this long, hard and sad story, maybe i was that psychotic patient who was looking for a sad story like this.
\nand that’s not the only guess in mind who is standing behind the red light at the intersection.
\nmillions of speculations come to my mind every day, and in the end , its path to epistemological philosophy…
\nthe story of kourdish rural childhood in northwestern Iran, the place where you can only see mountains, where in my childhood i thought the world was as much.
\nthe maze throughout the story was as drastic as the change of my location.
\na sad and mad story who was equal or worse than Voltaire story or Fyodor Dostoevsky but with a big different thing.
\nmy story is free of content and absurd.
\nwho can remember my story in the future?
\nthe story of a child whose talent and intelligence fell victim to blind ideals . his passion for success in many fields was sacrificed for discrimination.
\nand in the end, all of his pleasure were at once a victim of the coldblooded, selfish sule of rules and dictators….
\nnow i am 29 years old and to meet the simplest needs of a human being, the natural right of every human being, I’ve been struggling for 6 months and they don’t even see me, even if i was cockroach they could see me…
\nwhat a humiliating more than this?
\neveryday stress and struggle just and just to get governments attention to meet the simplest human need.
\nnow tell me who can remember my story?
\nthe story of a 29 years old man who is thousands of miles away from home and his family and his friends and he didn’t do anything special except running and leaving because of fear of dying…
\nif you want to know how i feel, i have question for you
\ncan you live with fear?
\nmy answer is no
\nas dumb and pointless as my existence is important to these people.
\nnow what is your answer?<\/p>\n
X, Iran<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"